Tuesday, May 10, 2011

I heart Pilates & Cardio together!

I can't fall asleep tonight...it's like 5:31am here!!! argh...I am partially an insomniac, especially when I'm alone. It's kind of sad actually. Long story...

Anyways, thought I would post about my weightloss progress. The past week I will admit, I did slack off with the exercise, and did eat a few bad things...at restaurants! But (now) yesterday, and the couple days before, I have been trying to make up for it in order to get a decent weigh-in result for Wednesday! I found this workout DVD I had bought last year that I loved! It includes pilates and cardio, and I tried it again yesterday. It's this one:
I added this DVD workout to my already-existing night  workout routine. I think I will try to do this every other day or I will just get bored too easily. I was thinking of switching between this DVD and my Zumba workout videos every other day to avoid repetition and boredom. Let's see how that goes!

Anyways, I wanted to post about my recent bikini body shot videos. I really hate that they get more unwanted attention  than my other videos. First of all, I feel humiliated and embarrassed to even show myself like that! And thus, I don't need random guys telling me to "show more," or  "you're looking good already", or any other comment that seems like they are "hitting on me." I'm not on YT to be an exhibitionist, guys. I am on YT to make friends, to be part of an amazing weightloss community, and to document my weightloss. I just wish that videos showing more skin didn't get more views than my actual talking videos. Okay, I know I'm not the greatest speaker (I'm super shy, and say "ummm" alot) but I put a lot of effort in all my videos, especially the ones where I do more than show myself in a bikini.

Also, I have read other comments on bikini challenge members videos, and I get so annoyed. It's mostly from the same people too...telling the girls to show their face with the bikini. Like...WHY DOES IT MATTER? They are not making those videos for your own amusement--they are making it for the challenge, and for themselves! I'm also annoyed with the videos that show up on my YT homepage that some of my viewers "favourite" and "like": the ones of random girls dancing in barely anything, or girls who are getting fat on purpose to please their viewers. I'm sorry, but to me that is so disturbing. I cringe just looking at the thumbnails. And I know that these are the guy viewers who are watching those type of videos.

I am grateful for all my subscribers, but I just hope they are watching me for the same reason I post videos in the first place, if that makes sense.

Just a rant, sorry guys. This has been on my mind for awhile.


  1. Sweetie,

    I am glad you are experiencing success with your weight-loss program.

    I know you may not feel like you have lost your ideal amount of weight but I wanted to tell you that from my perspective, you are already looking awesome. ♥♥

    So do know that I support you and admire you for posting on Youtube as you do. :)

    The Cat Hag

  2. hello beautiful, of course i will do a blog post for you ! hahaha. i will be soon so stay tuned hun (:

    by the way, i agree with the cat hag ^
    good work and keep it up !


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